October 2, 2013
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With death
I’m officially giving myself permission and understanding to not be 100%.
I’ve barely cried, on this 4th and final grandparent funeral. I think I’ve cried twice in the whole week plus that it’s been, now. I’m dealing with it, somehow. Too much family stuff to deal with; it complicates things and gets in the way of the actual grieving for the person who has died. I’m trying to be better. I’m trying…
But I’m not thinking clearly. I’m tired. My body hurts and isn’t responding.
I’m going on tour in a month. I need to lose at least 5 lbs. I need my body to work. I need to be well.
I’m not there yet.
Comments (11)
I hope you feel better soon. 100% is a lot to ask. I haven’t been there for a long time, if ever.
Absolutely you have permission to grieve in any way you need to.
I love you, dear friend.
don’t worry about weight but just take care of yourself.
ps you’ll always have your grandparents with you in your heart.
Hope your body is well for the tour Amy! Sorry about the loss of your grandparents.
Sorry to hear about your grandparent.
Sorry to hear that
. Let yourself grieve, it’s the best thing you can do for your soul.
My grandmother passed away a few weeks ago; please keep in touch via email if you’d like a friend to have listen to you. I’ll be praying for you, Amy.
being twice your age, I’m entitled to co-sign the permission slip entitling you to cut yourself some slack. Make that lotsa slack. & condolences on your loved one’s demise; & eternal rest to the Departed
Praying you’re able to grieve to the glory of God. Ecc. 7:1-4. II Cor. 1. (((hugs)))
(Miss being able to give you a MINI now!)
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